【No.07】绕指柔 ------- 猫儿(2006.10.10~2008.02.22)

猫儿

有一点空闲，跑去QQ上好久不曾联系的老同学的空间里去转转。
1.七年
七年不见的朋友，中学的同学，从初一到初三，每次分班，我们都恰巧分到同一个班，记忆中，和他说话很少，他是活泼好动的小男孩，我则是天生内向的性格，甚至有些自闭。三年，没留下什么记忆，很淡很淡。再后来，偶然，在网上联系到了他，可能是时间把我们都改变了，谈话依然不多，但是很真挚。老同学，三个字很亲切。我们都在为自己打拼着。
2.郑州
郑州，始终是我不能释怀的一个地方，曾经太多次，我梦中又回到那里，给我太多欢乐和悲伤的城市。芳芳的空间里，贴着郑州校园的照片，一眼，便震撼我心，学校的大门，我曾经每天都经过的长廊，冬天的雪……一一保存下来，那些不用文字的表达，给了我思想一个不小的撞击，怀念，想念……
3.纹身
龙的空间里贴了好多照片，有两张是纹身的。第一张，右边肩膀上纹着龙，匆匆扫过，没有在意，第二张，左边手臂，纹的是凤，有些抽象的手笔，很漂亮。刚要关闭的时候，才注意到，那抱在胸前的右手腕处，一个拇指盖大的疤，略微暗红色。这个疤，我记得，它曾经快要腐烂的时候，是我拖着他去的医院，看医生给他包扎，每天给他擦药，还特意买了一对护腕拿给他……
…………
太多，都是回忆。

猫儿

照片

猫儿

昨晚又失眠。
睡不着，就又胡思乱想一些东西，趁着现在还记得，把这些话记下来。

时间呼啸而过
日记本里  
记载着我们来不及悼念的青春痕迹
我守着回忆
说放弃
你笑着
把我镶嵌进
墙角布满灰尘的壁画里
……

猫儿

11月，去东京。

猫儿

我又重新装电脑了，以前所有的东西都没有保存。
好长时间不用千千静听了，刚才下载了一个，然后再找一些我喜欢听的歌，这首歌放出来，心里突然很难受，原来人的心情会很简单的就被一首歌影响。
Dear god,
I know that she's out there...
the one i'm suppose to share my whole life with.
And in time...
you'll show her to me.
Will you take care of her,
comfort her,
and protect her...
until that day we meet.
And let her know...
my heart...
is beating with hers.

In a dream i hold you close
Embracing you with my hands
You gazed at me with eyes full of love
And made me understand
That i was meant to share it with you
My heart my mind my soul
Then i open my eyes
And all i see reality shows i'm alone
But i know someday that you'll be by my side
Cause i know god's just waiting till the time is right
God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day's cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that i love her so
When theres no one there that she's not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers

So i prayed until that day (prayed until that day)
When our hearts will beat as one (when our hearts hearts will beat as one)
I will wait so patiently (patiently)
For that day to come (for that day to come)
I know someday that you'll be by my side
Cause i know god's just waiting till the time is right
God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day's cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way (shine he the way)
God will you let her know that i love her so
When theres no one there that she's not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers
Is beating with hers (ooo)
My heart is beating with hers (oooo)
It's beating with hers
God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day's cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that i love her so
When theres no one there that she's not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers
Oh~~~
it's beating with hers
(it's beating with yours)

猫儿

今天起床晚了，做了好多奇怪的梦
梦见有人从中国来这里找我。

hypo99

听说梦和现实是相反的，而现实会怎么样呢。